Starting This Blog + Divinely Guided Message
I sit here wondering what I want to write about in this blog. Sometimes I find myself wanting it to be perfect. This is at times to the point of not posting, because maybe it's not good enough. And so this is a vicious circle that needs to be broken. Someone close to me said to me that you need to make mistakes to get it perfect. I've taken that to heart and applied it to my life, or at least I'm trying to. So here goes the not perfect blog post, one of the first ones here. I've had blogs in the past. The first blog I made was around 2006. It was hosted on an old website that I don't even think exists anymore. I've jumped around from platform to platform, blogs have come and gone. I also love journaling. I find that blogging and journaling is a similar thing, but journaling is much more intimate. You don't share your journal with just anyone. But then again blogs can be just the same, you can private your blog so only you can see. But this is the internet, how much privacy do we actually have when you really think about it... Regardless though, blogs are for sharing and journals are for keeping close to ourselves. If you don't journal, I suggest you start. At first it might feel weird. I was journaling for a long while in my life but then I took a break because there was a lot of things that I have been through over the past five plus years. I will get into this perhaps in a later blog post. But long story short, I was putting off starting journaling again because I was avoiding myself. I was avoiding connecting with the innermost parts of myself. So if you are interested in the process of self-discovery, start journaling. Keep it sacred to just you. It is a process of befriending yourself. I want to talk more about journaling here. I want to do a lot here and I have a lot of thoughts on creating things. I love making jewelry and pendulums. I love making Sun catchers with beads and wire and chain. But I also love painting. I'm going to have a shop where I sell my handmade creations. There's steps that I need to take before that can fully be a thing, but it will be a reality this year. I also want this blog to be a personal space where I share some things about my life and my thoughts. I also want this to be a space where I discuss spiritual topics. I might end up sharing some rituals, spells, spiritual things that I partake in if I think it might be worth sharing. I may also share channeled messages, I love to keep a strong connection with the Divine as best as I can and I used to share messages that I channeled for those who were meant to come across it. I want to get back into those things that I put on pause, but do them better then I did before. I had to put a lot on pause, I had to go back to basics for a while. There was a deep healing that I needed to process after a really big break up. It was a much needed breakup, one that I initiated. I found myself holding on to things that was not meant to be held on to any longer. And then that led me into a whole journey of self-discovery, releasing other things within myself energetically and emotionally that I was holding on to that was no longer serving a purpose. I have went through a lot of tower moments, but Tower moments are for the chance to rebuild the foundation of things much stronger. It's been a wild ride. I'm going to be 40 this year and it's quite a huge monumental thing in my mind. I know they say age is nothing but a number. But this feels monumental and I want to discuss that more too. I think this is going to be a shorter blog post, one way I'm just discussing things that I might want to get into. Things you might expect from this blog and website. In all honesty I don't exactly know where this is going to go and that's okay. I don't need to know. I have faith that I am being divinely led on this path. I believe in divine orchestration. I believe that there are higher powers at work in more ways than what we can fathom. I am learning to trust. It's been quite a reflective journey, one which I'm going to share parts with you. So if you are interested in going on this journey with me... Bookmark this blog. Follow me on my social medias.
I leave you will a divinely guided message...
The negative doubtful thoughts going through your mind are not true yet, you need to remember this. They don't have to be true unless you act on them. When a negative thought comes in say something like... I acknowledge this negative thought is here because of a past wound, that would is healing and these thoughts can now chance. I am on a better path. Then affirm through prayer, positive affirmations, manifestations or whatever your modality the positive outcomes you're aiming for. You are alive for a reason. Don't give up.
Peace Be With You
Cosmic Blessings
AnunnaMelody